EXAMS ARE OVERRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhh!!!!
Sad part is, i got no one to celebrate with. Cos my neighbour is stil studying. hahaha.
still, it feels sooo good! I went for a long walk earlier & it was sooo windy and cold but it also felt SO refreshing to feel the cold wind on yr face and smiling at the world! hahaha.
I'm so hyped atm. I have loads to do and so little time! I knw, what a way to talk when holidays have just started. I sound as if i have homework. lol. But yeh i have so much i want to do before all the activities for "pre-WYD" come up & then the big WYD itself! Woohooo! i'm so excited as this is my first time ever going for this event which i only got to know about only 4 yrs back?? WHen it's actually been in existence for so long. Ah. I'm just SO glad for the opportunity, being in aus now and the event being in sydney itself. It's gonna be a life-changing experience, i can feel it. Hope it stays with me for life. & hope i get to experience some...i dunno. something to do with god's presence or similar to that. I just want to FEEL something to be able to bring with me thru life!
ok. im crapping a lot prolly cos im hyped!! ahhh! i need to go out!! if only it was a friday night. DAMN!
Monday, June 30, 2008
Saturday, June 28, 2008
time....so precious yet wasted.
I cannot, CANNOT, believe the amount of time i've wasted today. and yesterday. and the day before. totally. instead of reading up on my law and knowing the cases and goin thru all those things.. i somehow find myself ending up with a whole lot of different things. =(
My concentration has totally gone.......!
I really feel like im on extreme ends atm. Before my second paper i was so panicky and stressed and studying like nobody's business (that was the paper i was the most afraid of). After that paper tho, ........i'm acting as if exams have ended!!!!! Which is SO SO bad!!! Gosh gosh gosh. I know i'll regret and i'll start panicking really soon yet i wasted time again tonight!
Instead of reading up and doing more revision, what did i end up doing tonite?? I was sourcing thru modelling material and going thru modelling poses instead of law cases.
OH MY GOODNESS!!
How could I!!
*i'm still trying to force some panicky feeling into me but cant seem to conjure some up yet* =S
I'd better work my ass off tomoro otherwise i'll seriously be meat. Only 2 days left to revise everything. Oh-ho. I feel like I'm playing around with myself. TWO DAYS. my goodness. I need my brain & concentration power back before something bad happens for my law paper!!
OKokok..tomoro really gotta get lots of things done. need to, have to. ARGH!
oh. and i totally forgot the main reason i'm blogging. hehee. when i first heard it my mouth automatically curved up altho i had to feign shock. but it seemed like it wasnt really a biggie to him though. and ever since he got with that girl he's been SO nice and i've learned SO many things he never told me before. The things he wouldnt EVER tell cos of pride. But ever since that girl he's been telling me stuff i never expected him to tell cos he's normally too egoistic to tell. I really really thank that girl for changing him so much. GONE is that prideful, egoistic, mean, (keep throwing in negative words) arse.
The new thing i got today was hearing him admit that he took things for granted when he was with me. He's been admitting things a lot lately & i am just so "awed" by the changed person that he is. I've been amazed since he got with her. Seriously, it's a big change, no exaggeration made at all!
But the main reason i smiled wasnt cos he admitted that but of what he told me before he said that. They broke up. hahaha. I know. It's so pathetic of me but i cant help it. It just makes me happy for some reason. hahaha. Not trying to be mean. But still cant help laughing. You can laugh with me if you want to. =)
My concentration has totally gone.......!
I really feel like im on extreme ends atm. Before my second paper i was so panicky and stressed and studying like nobody's business (that was the paper i was the most afraid of). After that paper tho, ........i'm acting as if exams have ended!!!!! Which is SO SO bad!!! Gosh gosh gosh. I know i'll regret and i'll start panicking really soon yet i wasted time again tonight!
Instead of reading up and doing more revision, what did i end up doing tonite?? I was sourcing thru modelling material and going thru modelling poses instead of law cases.
OH MY GOODNESS!!
How could I!!
*i'm still trying to force some panicky feeling into me but cant seem to conjure some up yet* =S
I'd better work my ass off tomoro otherwise i'll seriously be meat. Only 2 days left to revise everything. Oh-ho. I feel like I'm playing around with myself. TWO DAYS. my goodness. I need my brain & concentration power back before something bad happens for my law paper!!
OKokok..tomoro really gotta get lots of things done. need to, have to. ARGH!
oh. and i totally forgot the main reason i'm blogging. hehee. when i first heard it my mouth automatically curved up altho i had to feign shock. but it seemed like it wasnt really a biggie to him though. and ever since he got with that girl he's been SO nice and i've learned SO many things he never told me before. The things he wouldnt EVER tell cos of pride. But ever since that girl he's been telling me stuff i never expected him to tell cos he's normally too egoistic to tell. I really really thank that girl for changing him so much. GONE is that prideful, egoistic, mean, (keep throwing in negative words) arse.
The new thing i got today was hearing him admit that he took things for granted when he was with me. He's been admitting things a lot lately & i am just so "awed" by the changed person that he is. I've been amazed since he got with her. Seriously, it's a big change, no exaggeration made at all!
But the main reason i smiled wasnt cos he admitted that but of what he told me before he said that. They broke up. hahaha. I know. It's so pathetic of me but i cant help it. It just makes me happy for some reason. hahaha. Not trying to be mean. But still cant help laughing. You can laugh with me if you want to. =)
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
THE day!
Only 12 more days ..........
to a whole load of movies, novels, shopping, eating, magazines, walking, random trips in adelaide, & just about anything i can think of doing with a BIG smile on my face! even if it means walking aimlessly in the city of adelaide. I would walk & walk & walk & be able to smell the air & feel the wind on my face.
AHHHHHHH.............!!
12 days is pretty short. yes, it is. It'll come by before i even know it.
Now all i need to do is to HANG ON!!! & not lose concentration & start "slacking" like what my brain feels like doing now.
boohooohoooo.......i want a time machine..............!
to a whole load of movies, novels, shopping, eating, magazines, walking, random trips in adelaide, & just about anything i can think of doing with a BIG smile on my face! even if it means walking aimlessly in the city of adelaide. I would walk & walk & walk & be able to smell the air & feel the wind on my face.
AHHHHHHH.............!!
12 days is pretty short. yes, it is. It'll come by before i even know it.
Now all i need to do is to HANG ON!!! & not lose concentration & start "slacking" like what my brain feels like doing now.
boohooohoooo.......i want a time machine..............!
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
meh.
this is so far the FIRST night ever after about 2 weeks that i get to relax a bit (for an hour or so) before i sleep.
& that's because i managed to finish the day's topics early. otherwise, studying would normally go up till 11 ish before relaxing only for a few mins, or no relaxing at all; just closing the books, turning off the lights, and jumping into bed.
bah.
LIFE IS SOOO HECTIC WHEN THERE'S EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY WHY WHY do we even need exams???! At the end of the day, we're all going to die. We study our lives away just to get a piece of paper so that we can get jobs. We work our entire lives away and then we retire and die. What is the point really??
If i were the prime minister or queen or..watever it is.. i would abolish exams! mwahaha. how easy it being said. But seriously. Why cant ppl just make use of their talents & abilities to earn money to live a simple life? Everyone's just competing to get the best of the best that if you dont join in and compete as well, you'll be left behind like a shop/restaurant which has got no customers at all.
JEEZ.
There are so many other things i would have loved to do other than study and becoming an accountant (or something similar). Life would've been so much more pleasant if i was working as some musician or composer or model or singer or actress.......or even a blogger. HAH! I would be way happier even if i had to work 2 jobs at once, it consisting of either those listed. It's so much more of what i want than to flip thru pages and pages of written words. It makes me feel sick. *ugh*
If only there were REAL jobs as bloggers. Woweee. i would give anything to earn money just by writing posts after posts of thoughts and experiences & everything you could think under the sun. Just writing articles about your own views and all.........mmmm. Is there a job for that?? mann....
Anyway, i just wrote an entry which totally doesnt prove a point. And i've wasted minutes doing so when i could be doing something else on my most precious first-night-off. AHh!! opportunity cost!!
& that's because i managed to finish the day's topics early. otherwise, studying would normally go up till 11 ish before relaxing only for a few mins, or no relaxing at all; just closing the books, turning off the lights, and jumping into bed.
bah.
LIFE IS SOOO HECTIC WHEN THERE'S EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY WHY WHY do we even need exams???! At the end of the day, we're all going to die. We study our lives away just to get a piece of paper so that we can get jobs. We work our entire lives away and then we retire and die. What is the point really??
If i were the prime minister or queen or..watever it is.. i would abolish exams! mwahaha. how easy it being said. But seriously. Why cant ppl just make use of their talents & abilities to earn money to live a simple life? Everyone's just competing to get the best of the best that if you dont join in and compete as well, you'll be left behind like a shop/restaurant which has got no customers at all.
JEEZ.
There are so many other things i would have loved to do other than study and becoming an accountant (or something similar). Life would've been so much more pleasant if i was working as some musician or composer or model or singer or actress.......or even a blogger. HAH! I would be way happier even if i had to work 2 jobs at once, it consisting of either those listed. It's so much more of what i want than to flip thru pages and pages of written words. It makes me feel sick. *ugh*
If only there were REAL jobs as bloggers. Woweee. i would give anything to earn money just by writing posts after posts of thoughts and experiences & everything you could think under the sun. Just writing articles about your own views and all.........mmmm. Is there a job for that?? mann....
Anyway, i just wrote an entry which totally doesnt prove a point. And i've wasted minutes doing so when i could be doing something else on my most precious first-night-off. AHh!! opportunity cost!!
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