AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I am THIS () close to freedom....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, although not complete freedom like how it feels like after exam, but still!!!!! Even if for a week! I could use that relaxation!!

GOSH.

This week was utterly, totally insane!!! I found out all about my workload only last friday and almost got a heart attack . I had exactly ONE week to finish everything off.

I had:

• one quiz due this week,
• one mid-term exam due this week, and
• one law assignment due this week

Both the quiz and mid-term test were Business Finance (it's an online test but we get a week to do them both, meaning could print off the test and do it offline). The quiz was due today but luckily i managed to finish it off earlier. I started working like crazy the next day (saturday) onwards. Managed to get the quiz done by sunday. On Monday, i started on my law assignment.

AH. which reminds me, the law assignment is actually due NEXT WEEK. But because of late notice by the *eeeee!!!* lecturer, i have to hand up my assignment tomorrow because i'm off for holiday on monday to ayers rock & alice springs! WOOHOOO!! Mid-term break starts this monday onwards for 2 weeks.

So yeh. I guess that was my major heart attack cos the due date for law was when I was away & i was sooo afraid i couldnt finish everything by tomorrow!!

But seriously, it felt like I only got out of my chair whenever i had to go to uni, when it was time to eat lunch or dinner or to take a shower. The rest of the days in this week prior to today, my ass has been glued to a chair any free minute i had.

Sigh.

TORTURE!!!!

3 hours straight of doing work twice a day, 4 days in a row is really really REALLY tiring.

I am SOOO glad and thankful my law assignment has just been printed out and all i need to do is to submit it into the assignment box tomorrow. Now, all that's left is my midterm BF test which is due tomorrow & which i've completed more than halfway and am gonna complete the rest of it tomorrow.

So, by tomorrow arvo hopefully by lunchtime, i'll be FREEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can't wait!!!!

forces of nature

Nature goes against me.

For as long as I can rmb.

The things I want, I can't have. The things I don't want, I actually can have.

What is this?!

It's just like how everytime we say, "When you choose to do this, it always doesnt work out. When you choose to not do this, it'll be the opposite"

I guess it happens to everyone.

Today after doin some grocery shopping, ee lin & i were headin back to the tram platform when we saw the 99C bus (which goes directly to our apmt) a few feet away. We were torn in between for a split sec, trying to decide whether we should take the bus or to just take the tram (have to walk a bit back to the apmt). In the end, we thought if we made a run for it, the bus might drive off while we were halfway there, so decided to stick to taking the tram.

Who would have known the bus was gonna be there for quite some time!?

Quite many ppl were gettin down the bus that if we had made the decision to take the bus in the first place, we would've made it. We were wondering if we still had time to make a dash for it since the bus was still there...! So ok, we started walkin towards the bus when the bus driver changed signals & we knew there was no time anymore since he was already driving off.

Meh.

Had to turn back and walk back to the tram platform.

So all i'm trying to say is that things always go against us. Well, most of the time anyway.

It's just one of those things in life i always wondered about.

..............

HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND....!!!!!

yeh, i'm tryina find the brightest colour to go with that news but lime green (or so i think) is the 'brightest' i can come up with.

It's ok. I'm fine.

As fine as can be.

Reviewing the comments of others' can really help. I took them all down and saved them in my 'notes' section in my phone (just in case) when i was at that point of total helplessness & loss of control end of last year. And i guess i just need to get those comments into my head. Esp when they're ALL negative ones coming from different ppl...who would've thought it'd be so hard for me?! but it was. All fault goes to my soft heart & living most of my life with him haunting my memory.

But yeh. Now that i've got the confirmation, i can totally move on with my life. Which is a good thing.

Congratulations to you (altho deep down somewhere inside, the green-eyed monster is there lurking for some reason i do not know of)

oooookayy....!

It seems like something is occupying my mind MORE than I thought it would!!!

How come I always tend to become like this??!

Sooo..........amusing in a way, frustrating in another way, weird in some other ways, intriguing in a small way......

I AM WEIRD~!

Ok, time to sleep.